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Saturday, October 22, 2005

I love Robbie's art! Robbie as in Robyn from church. : )

Here are my favourites out of all the stuff she did...
You can look at the full gallery at http://robyn-intherain.deviantart.com/

   

 


Saturday, October 15, 2005

Definition of: trust. respect. dignity.

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Bethel tonight was pretty good. Led the grades 7-9 boys & girls with Candace and Michelle. We did the scavenger hunt thing where you solve the puzzle and riddles and get a bible verse. Act it out, etc. After when we were done, we threw candy at them, lmao.

Hmm, I'm hungry. Grr! Had a mini-war with Jackie, Evangel, and Evelyn today. It was me and Evangel against Jackie and Evelyn. x) We sooo owned them! Womens Shoe-Style Football/Rugby was amazing fun. Got driven home by Will around 11.15-ish so yeah. Too bad Bob & Livi couldn't come tonight. There's always another night!

Gooo Bethel!


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

&& my love for you will never die, never fade, never burn out.
i loved you then, i love you still. i love you now, and always will.
some things never change; my love for you will be a testimony.
no matter who comes into my life, my love for you will remain.
you'll always be the one i'm thinking of...

you'll always be the only one for me.

even if i'll never have you back in my life.
even if you'll be with her forever and more.
even if she'll be the one you wake up to everyday...

you'll always be the first thought in my head every morning
and the last thought in my mind every night before i fall asleep.

theres always that one person who will always have your heart
you never see it coming 'cos you're blinded from the start
know that you're that one for me, its clear for everyone to see
oh baby... you will always be my boo

yes i remember boy, cos after we kissed
i could only think about your lips
yes i remember boy, the moment i knew
you were the one i could spend my life with

No matter where life takes us... whoever you end up with... be it Carmen or whoever else you come across in your later years... and whoever I end up with... if anybody... "you will always be my boo".

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Hoobastank - The Reason


Another day. I wake up with the thought of you in my mind.
It's not the same, never the same... and I miss it all.

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Got my task back in Spanish. 25 out of 30. That's an 83! We did some self-assessments in Phys Ed 'cos Palmer was cranky about yesterday. -_- Last year was so much better. Why is she so PMSey this year anyway? Well whatever. Skated to BK for lunch with Richard and Vanessa. Hm. Let's just say it was funny. Skated to Dominion's and did the little vending machines thing. It was funny. x) Kept laughing my butt off until we got to the school. Played with the Coinstar machine. Haha! Voucher for $0.05 at Dominions. Now I know what it does! Ahaha, so jokes! We spent some time there and then went back to school. Math was fun, as usual. I like it. In French, we got to see our marks so far and I've got an overall of 72. Both Communication and Application marks were 90, but Knowledge/Understanding was 42. -_- So that dragged it down to 72. Aww man. It's 'cos I screwed up the grammar and stuff. That's why I need a tutor for French.

Gonna pick up my glasses next week.

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I did some catching up on Ingrid's blog and started laughing again, 'cos I remembered what we were talking about last night on MSN before I had to go. We were doing pros & cons list of ... several people. So yeah. We actually listed stuff. For some people, the list just goes on and on... for some other people, they just had a couple of things on there... it just varies. So here were the results...

carmen - FAILURE
wilfred - a little less than FAILURE
katie - B-
nathan - ingrid grade

ing&jo- too cool for you

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Sometimes I wish I never fell in love with you... then I wouldn't have to be going through this. But then I wouldn't have had what we had 2 years ago... even though it didn't end up so great, I would never forget how it felt. August 24 - September 29... all lies. Yet going through all this hurt, all this complication... it's made me grow. "You're the one for me. For always." </33 There'll never be another... at least not like you. 'Cos nobody can ever take your place in my heart.

ABBA - SOS


Tuesday, October 11, 2005

  

Rachel and I got a ride to school today since it was kinda wet outside, and we were running a bit late. The usual. There was a bee in Spanish, and Mabel started crying 'cos she has some phobia of bees/wasps or something. O.o I couldn't help but kinda laugh/smile 'cos she's always been like this... since we were little. First to cry, first to spaz, first to yell... it's hilarious. Last summer, (when Nima & I were still together) Nima came to one of our parties or something where we were playing with water guns and all... we all picked on her for fun and sprayed her like hell with the super soakers and she started spazzing out like some maniac. Hahaha! Creates an awkward silence, but we all know better than to screw around with her after the spaz out... so we just go on and chill without her for a few minutes until she's okay again. Haha, so funny! In Phys Ed, the teacher wasn't there so we played New Zealand Cricket. So many people didn't participate so it was like sjdkfadskpa. We wanted to play Basketball instead since they were all sitting on the bleachers, but nooo the supply wouldn't let us... so we stuck to NZC.

Skated to BK and had lunch with Richard. We got something from one of those toy vending machines... haha! : ) He's the first person I've ever done that with... besides my sister when I was 4. Hehe, so we got the sticky thingy that I gave to Courtney's brother. Math was hilarious as usual. I almost fell asleep in French. After school, I hung out with Rich & Henry for a while. Henry got picked up and I lent Richard my skateboard to skate home 'cos I was getting picked up to see the optometrist. Got my eyes checked... whoa, it improved again! So I picked out a pair of glasses and was indecisive between the two pairs... thicker rims (1) or thinner rims(2)? In the end I chose thinner rims 'cos if and when my hair grows back, I don't think I'd look good with thicker rims... too fob/emo. Je ne suis fob/emo, therefore I chose the thin rims. What a hard decision! *rolls eyes & grins* I wanna look like a girly girl. -_- Ahahaha I'm pathetic. I put the P into the PRL.

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Rachel and I sat down on the stairs this morning and did some talking. She with her issues... me with mine. She told me something, and I guess I really got what she was saying, 'cos that was how I felt. I'm still holding on because I can't let go... I still want that hope because I love. Pretty much lying to myself... even though I just sort of said that. -_- Contradicting myself, but honestly... yeah. I know there's just no hope... but I still want that hope. I still love that person even though I know the love will never be returned... I know I want to be with that person for the rest of my life... but I know I never will.

I'm holding on to a dream that'll never come true.

"I love you but I fear you." ...Sound familiar?

Spilled my heart out to you on a silver platter... </33 and I can't get it back.

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Relient K - Be My Escape

Josh Groban - Mi Mancherai

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Sent the Relient K song to Richard. : ) He agrees that it's good. Yay! Haha, it's an awesome song. I tried looking up guitar tabs/chords for it. It's pretty confusing. I'm trying to find a simpler version.

Love is overrated.



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